Wednesday, May 4, 2011

మేఘన - Hangover....

Hangover??? Do you drink?
Ok Ok.... I mean.... I know you dont! But then why hangover???



I dont know!!



'Cmon yaar... something should have triggered it.



Hmmmm.....
I took my time to explain what I am seeing, what I have been thinking and what I am being through..... for the past 10 months. And I also got to know what the pov is.... from the "other" side.



That's Good. That's great in fact!! It should have brought you more clarity??!!
Like in Engineering drawing....., you get the details of view from various angles, and it helps you draw the RIGHT picture!!


Will you, PLEASE stop cracking non-sense??? for GOD sake?!!!.


Hey, I was just trying to...... Ok, Sorry! Go on...


All that I could feel is a lump in my throat. And suddenly, I could not breathe!
I could not even see anything properly.
and..... I felt sick and.... and felt like throwing up.
Its like.... Its like as if I am standing at the tip of a cliff and everything seemed verrrrrryyyy verrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy faaaaaaaaaaaaaar offffffff.
Today, on my way back home, I stood near the foot board. From the running bus, I was looking straight down, at the fast moving road, and........... All my senses wished that I let myself faaallll frrrreee.


Ok Ok. Relax.


Hmmm... I have all my time to relax, now.


Good! you badly need some rest. Go to bed now. Sweet dreams. Good night. Sleep tight.


Good night!

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Good morning dear!!!
Hey, What are you taking in?



Wish it is poison.....


Damn it!!!! Whats sooo wrong with you yaaar??! Dont you have some nice thing to talk early in the morning???? When did you turn so damn pessimistic??? After all, what has happened now? God has given you an all available life. Be happy and grateful for that.


Haa haa haa....  calm down deary! I was just kidding, I am perfectly alright.
Its just that small thing in mind, which hits our conscious as the first thing.......  early in the morning................. feel sooo glad to have it in your life and you smile... :)
wow...............!!!
Isnt it a sweet feeling to open your eyes, stretch a bit, with a smile on your face and rise from the bed, in the morning?? 
I am sure, you wont contradict. You cant! No one can!!
But then...... the next moment, all of a sudden......., you realize!!
You realize that this day broke.......  and for the small thing in mind, its life has reduced by a day.
So, its just a count!!! A count-down!! that makes me feel sick~~


What..???


Chal... I got to go now, getting late.
Btw - That drawing stuff you told last night......  - It makes sense!


It did??

Yes, it did. It helped me wag off my hangover...
Come soon in the evening, we’ll hangout n party. I promise, I will make one more Hangover story for you tonight!! ;)
Great day ahead.!! Kise pataaa... "Kal HO na Ho..." :)
See you in the evening. Bye.



Bye!!




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"If the doors of perception were cleansed every thing would appear to man as it is, infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees all things thru' narrow chinks of his cavern."
-- William Blake




2 comments:

కొత్త పాళీ said...

బాగుంది :)

Sudha said...

Is this what they call 'dark humor'?
Its true...sometimes life feels like countdown. But who cares? Clock always ticks.. That is it's only job!
Waiting for next Hangover!